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I feel..yes, this is how i feel
can't take it anymore
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you came back when it was too late
when i had made a decision to move on
with a guy who wasn't even that great
but just because i thought one day he wouldn't be gone
like you who ran away from me
making me think that i did something wrong
just because you wanted to be free
and i lost all will to be strong
closing myself off the the world
sitting and crying for an enternity
looking at my reflection all curled
an image that is not so pretty
i scratched at my eyes
choked on my own breath
wishing i could just fly
into a quick and painless death
and then you decided to come back
thinking that it would be so easy
of course not before one last attack
but i made sure it wouldn't be so breezy
i didn't know if i could trust you
you had hurt me so bad
i wanted to know if what you said was all true
because it was great, what we had
i just needed some time
like you needed to make up your mind
but somehow i committed the crime
and here we are again, so blind
to the love that we shared
and all these stupid complications
are just too hard for me to bear
and i'm filled with so much frustration
we just keep hitting these walls
and i can't take it anymore
because i know i'm bound to fall
so it's time for me to walk through that door

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