being the fool
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you must think i'm a fool
for believing all your lies
i keep thinking that there is something
and i'm having faith in us
because i think we can make it
but i fail to realize
that i'm holding on to
absolutely nothing
though that might not be the case
that's how i feel
because i keep running in these circles
and you fail to be here
holding me in your arms
that's all that i ask
why can't you show your true feelings
what is it that you're hiding
am i something you're ashamed of
i know that i mean something
i am special
everyone else sees it
how strong my love is for you
i don't know why i kill myself
over a love that doesn't exist
what i am trying to prove
seems so impossible now
i don't think i can do it anymore
just keep holding on and praying
that one day i will be satisfied
these images in my head just won't go away
all these nightmares at night
that's why i don't sleep anymore
just like before
because i don't want to wake up knowing
that i am all alone
and even my teddy bear has run away
so tell me that this is worth it
don't keep me waiting
because i don't want to be the fool
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