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and if you jumped in would there be anyone to jump in after you? not to save you because you don't need saving but to make waves with you. sometimes that unnecessary bullshit isn't so unnecessary because we make it so necessary to think about the crap that makes up life. and sometimes it takes being doused in gasoline that hope is just around the corner or a phone call away. and even when you're sitting in a pool of gasoline waiting to explode there is still so much more to life and people waiting for you to come home. there are no heroes and no one is out there to save you because for once you need to save yourself. so are we right in giving up hope in an effort to wallow in our self-pity and anger? and what does rocky road ice cream do but give you the itis? life can't suck all the time because if it did this self-implosion would have occured a long time ago and there wouldn't be this constant struggle to batter out our emotions and thoughts in this orgasmic method of expression. because sometimes it really does get me off.
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