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I feel..

f-word

you're an itch i can't scratch
you're a fucking drug
and i'm so addicted to you
so fucking toxic
so fucking toxic
and it drives me crazy
a disease i can't cure
a devil i can't escape
so fucking toxic
so fucking toxic
stripping at my flesh
just to get rid of you
and what you do to me

fuck fuck fuck

fucking me
fingers braided with hair
fucking me
blackening wrists
fucking me
scratching at the flesh
fucking me
painfully pleasing panting
fucking me

fuck fuck fuck

you feed the insanity
eveloping me in morbidity
you are the dark
of which i'm never free
you're the scars
i inflict on myself

and you'll never stop
fucking me
and you'll never stop
fucking with me
because i'll never stop
fucking me
because i'll never stop
fucking with me

stop
stop fucking me
stop fucking with me
just stop.
please stop.